a’s tears

a’s tears

From the moment I saw her I wanted her. Some might call it lust at first sight, I call it determination. It was the smile. I can be quite superficial.  Mind you that superficial Aphrodite was rewarded with an ass you can sit a drink on, titties you can nuzzle all day long and the prettiest toes I’ve had in my mouth for quite some time… but it was her smile.

That smile was mesmerizing.  It…

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Innocence Lost

Over the years I’ve been exposed to a lot.  You cannot undo things that have been done.  Regardless of if  it happened to me or to someone else I spend time mourning the loss of innocence among us. Us means women in general.

tubman-quote

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Bonnie’s Labia

Bonnie’s Labia

Yes I said Bonnie’s labia.

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The Clyde Whisperer

One of the things a woman worries about as a single parent is how their child will react when/if they decide to date again.

Sometimes the dating/courting process happens very early on so that the child thinks the other adult has ‘always’ been there.
Sometimes it happens after the parent – child bond is solidified and there can be tension.

Sometimes it happens when you are Clyde’s mother.

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I Know What You Did - Black BEAT 2014

I Know What You Did – Black BEAT 2014

My little one worries about me.  She fears that the way I express myself here and in other locations will give the wrong impression to others.  She understands that I am loving, and gentle, and intelligent, and silly and wants others to see me the way she does.  I tell her often that I don’t care, and I don’t.  How shesees me matters.  How others perceive me does not.  It is important to me to…

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Not That There’s Anything Wrong With it….

Not That There’s Anything Wrong With it….

Black BEAT 2014 is in the history books and I’ve come home with some amazing memories.  I am also sore in spots.  I laughed and cried to much.  I wore my wonder shoes for too long.  Other than for when I was loading and unloading or just hanging about I wore pretty girlie dresses and make up all weekend long.

I am queer.

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What Black BEAT Still Does “Right”

What Black BEAT Still Does “Right”

No matter my personal opinion about this event is it not all a cluster fuck.  There are good things that come from this event, there are good people who plan, work and attend this event.

While Black BEAT might still be salvageable, I’ve lost my desire to bail water of the boat that is sinking.

Perhaps sharing what is good might convince someone(s) else to take my bucket.

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What Happens in the Dark? Black BEAT 2014 Recap

What Happens in the Dark? Black BEAT 2014 Recap

I have not slept since Thursday really so the full monty so to speak won’t arrive until I can reconnect with the gangsters I live with, until I can sleep and until I can process the emotions of this past weekend.

The emotions are many, my current level of coherence….not as much.

As a preview though I give to the good, the bad and the ugly.

The highlight of my weekend was of course being with…

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Thieves in the Temple

Thieves in the Temple

It should be simpler to find a Prince song online, but Prince is a negro.

I love his negro ass but DAMN

The funny thing though is of the three of us I am the least fanatic about him.  I admit though that if he came calling for any of us those left would just have to say good-bye.  Yes Prince would walk off with either my guy or my girl or both if he wanted.

I’d be a lonely girl talking in the…

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